i realise that the title doesn't appear with my post. bad blogspot. >.< at least it autosaves. haas. :D

yesterday wasn't a fantastic day. it started out okay, when i sort of accept the fact that i haven't done up to my expectations. but when i decided to confess to mummy, her comments and reactions just pricked all raw spots. some comments of hers were unbelievable. the kind of things parents can say when they know nothing at all.

i'm just glad for all of you! yes, you! julien, sammi, julia and joyin. you guys are the best company a girl can ever dream of having!! it's funny how different our personality is and yet, we can get along so well. i love how we can communicate without speaking aloud, how we understand each other so well that we can guess the thoughts of one and another by simply looking at each other's faces. of course, having something in common helped a lot. haas. here, i just want to express my gratitude and my love to you all. thanks for being there when i needed you most! I LOVE YOU!!! <3

i was rather nervous for the retest because i thought that we had to retake ALL the subjects and pass ALL. this, i have no absolutely NO confidence in. however, today ms soh told me that i only need to take the subjects i fail. this was like,EXTREMELY good news la!! my mood lifted instantly and i actually felt relieved. i mean, although my physics and maths not say very good but i think 2 months is more than enough for me to chiong them, especially if i don't have to give a damn about Econs. i really really want to work as hard as i can for these two subjects this time and pass them gracefully. hopefully, i would be able to achieve my goals this time.

agu called. oh man, i love him so so so much!! although it was mummy who told him, the effort he made in contacting me even though he is so busy in china made me super touched! he shared some tips (top secret, ppl! i'm not suppose to share them, by his orders. XD) , offered help and concern. thanks, agu!! :)

my didi is being SUPER retarded now, laughing at tvxq's video. oh wells. LOLS.

hanging out with the girls were fun, especially when all we do i shamelessly chope a HUGE place in restaurants and cafes with just a cup of milk tea or something. hahaha. bitching was EXTREMELY entertaining. the comments were simply too funny la, ok. power of the 7 P - Ponstar or Princess. kekes. we hide really well too!

had a very fun afternoon and evening with ms Hon!! she is so nice!! we actually talked from 2.30 to 7. WE ROCK, i tell you. haas. ms hon's so nice to talk to!! when we were talking, it didn't feel like she was older than us or that she was our teacher. very relaxing to share everything with her! and no, ms hon, we'll NEVER reveal our blog addresses to you! :p

oh yeah, funniest msg from joyin EVER:
"i recall the one she say she wanna [intro] rich hot guy friends to you. Dno come from where one la her friends. i think her bday we buy her barney. They must all be imaginary."
LOLS!!! nice job, joyin! lucky the next stop was my stop if not ah, my face all gone man. XD

had a talk with ms soh today too, before i got dragged away to do pw. oh wells, just when i was having fun. ms soh sort of consoled and i was so appalled when she asked me if i needed to go for counselling. >.< i mean, ok, im very moody and down the past 2 days but COUNSELLING?? =.= thanks ah, mummy, you are the best. poor ms soh got bullied by mummy too. LOLS. bad mummy. XD

quote of yesterday: MTAL aka My Toes Are Laughing!
some noisy guy sitting behind us said it while talking on the phone. we even took a picture of him la! hahahaha. the stupid things we do. oh wells. XD

i'm not sure if we are on good terms already because at this point of time, my emotions are still running wild. i cannot even be sure if the smile on my face is genuine when i'm talking to you. you were once an important friend of mine, so important that i was willing to sacrifice myself to ease your frustrations. now, when i look back, i realised that i was just being dumb, weak. i should have realised that in JC when everyone is of a certain intelligence level, i should start to protect myself. im still immersed in the environment of seconday school, where everyone and everything was so blatant. it's time i change and realise that secondary school is now just something of the past, something that cannot be recovered ever again. i miss you all, ppl!! :(

it's the things you say, the tone you use, and the wrong timing that cause your downfall. maybe that's the style of ppl from your school but i'm sorry i'm not that forgiving in this area. it just amplifies our difference and gives me reason to continue whatever i'm doing and thinking now. for this though, im sorry.

ok.. this post turned out to be LONG~~ aigoo.. reminded me of the reason why i stopped blogging. kekes.

to yingloo and julien: LET'S WORK HARD TOGETHER OK!! we can make it!! :)

Labels: gratitude, life, loves

i realise that the title doesn't appear with my post. bad blogspot. >.< at least it autosaves. haas. :D

yesterday wasn't a fantastic day. it started out okay, when i sort of accept the fact that i haven't done up to my expectations. but when i decided to confess to mummy, her comments and reactions just pricked all raw spots. some comments of hers were unbelievable. the kind of things parents can say when they know nothing at all.

i'm just glad for all of you! yes, you! julien, sammi, julia and joyin. you guys are the best company a girl can ever dream of having!! it's funny how different our personality is and yet, we can get along so well. i love how we can communicate without speaking aloud, how we understand each other so well that we can guess the thoughts of one and another by simply looking at each other's faces. of course, having something in common helped a lot. haas. here, i just want to express my gratitude and my love to you all. thanks for being there when i needed you most! I LOVE YOU!!! <3

i was rather nervous for the retest because i thought that we had to retake ALL the subjects and pass ALL. this, i have no absolutely NO confidence in. however, today ms soh told me that i only need to take the subjects i fail. this was like,EXTREMELY good news la!! my mood lifted instantly and i actually felt relieved. i mean, although my physics and maths not say very good but i think 2 months is more than enough for me to chiong them, especially if i don't have to give a damn about Econs. i really really want to work as hard as i can for these two subjects this time and pass them gracefully. hopefully, i would be able to achieve my goals this time.

agu called. oh man, i love him so so so much!! although it was mummy who told him, the effort he made in contacting me even though he is so busy in china made me super touched! he shared some tips (top secret, ppl! i'm not suppose to share them, by his orders. XD) , offered help and concern. thanks, agu!! :)

my didi is being SUPER retarded now, laughing at tvxq's video. oh wells. LOLS.

hanging out with the girls were fun, especially when all we do i shamelessly chope a HUGE place in restaurants and cafes with just a cup of milk tea or something. hahaha. bitching was EXTREMELY entertaining. the comments were simply too funny la, ok. power of the 7 P - Ponstar or Princess. kekes. we hide really well too!

had a very fun afternoon and evening with ms Hon!! she is so nice!! we actually talked from 2.30 to 7. WE ROCK, i tell you. haas. ms hon's so nice to talk to!! when we were talking, it didn't feel like she was older than us or that she was our teacher. very relaxing to share everything with her! and no, ms hon, we'll NEVER reveal our blog addresses to you! :p

oh yeah, funniest msg from joyin EVER:
"i recall the one she say she wanna [intro] rich hot guy friends to you. Dno come from where one la her friends. i think her bday we buy her barney. They must all be imaginary."
LOLS!!! nice job, joyin! lucky the next stop was my stop if not ah, my face all gone man. XD

had a talk with ms soh today too, before i got dragged away to do pw. oh wells, just when i was having fun. ms soh sort of consoled and i was so appalled when she asked me if i needed to go for counselling. >.< i mean, ok, im very moody and down the past 2 days but COUNSELLING?? =.= thanks ah, mummy, you are the best. poor ms soh got bullied by mummy too. LOLS. bad mummy. XD

quote of yesterday: MTAL aka My Toes Are Laughing!
some noisy guy sitting behind us said it while talking on the phone. we even took a picture of him la! hahahaha. the stupid things we do. oh wells. XD

i'm not sure if we are on good terms already because at this point of time, my emotions are still running wild. i cannot even be sure if the smile on my face is genuine when i'm talking to you. you were once an important friend of mine, so important that i was willing to sacrifice myself to ease your frustrations. now, when i look back, i realised that i was just being dumb, weak. i should have realised that in JC when everyone is of a certain intelligence level, i should start to protect myself. im still immersed in the environment of seconday school, where everyone and everything was so blatant. it's time i change and realise that secondary school is now just something of the past, something that cannot be recovered ever again. i miss you all, ppl!! :(

it's the things you say, the tone you use, and the wrong timing that cause your downfall. maybe that's the style of ppl from your school but i'm sorry i'm not that forgiving in this area. it just amplifies our difference and gives me reason to continue whatever i'm doing and thinking now. for this though, im sorry.

ok.. this post turned out to be LONG~~ aigoo.. reminded me of the reason why i stopped blogging. kekes.

to yingloo and julien: LET'S WORK HARD TOGETHER OK!! we can make it!! :)

Labels: gratitude, life, loves