just finished my I&R. tired~

i cant believe i forgot to blog yesterday!! ahhh!! stupid me. :( hope i dun forget any details. it was definitely a day i want to remember for the rest of my life!

anyways, dance early in the morning. shanshan's part wasn't so bad. at least her dance was of a genre that im more familiar and it doesn't require you to distort your body. but OH! she was so mean! i didn't come for the previous session because i was sick (you guys know the REAL reason but, oh wells. :D) and so, i didn't know a single dance step la. shanshan expected us to like, learn everything right from the start in 5 minutes you know!! crazy la!! >.<

i managed to catch up in that 5 minutes but i was super rusty and messy. couldn't remember the steps as well as i want to. :( her steps were pretty nice and impressive. VERY korean!! which probably explains why i like it so much. i noticed ghost of BoA and dongbang's dance steps in her dance. shanshan, you can fool everyone but not ME! WAHAHAHAHAHAS! :D

after that was... ZAKI. zaki was killer man. he came in and started on his intensive lesson as though we haven taken any break at all. i NEARLY died. i got so rusty that i was rather slow in catching the steps too. :x at least he didn't blow his top when we were all so slow in catching the steps.

ms wee was the WORST. she's so right in saying that "dancers are never comfortable. if you are suffering, you know you are dancing well". so true. >.< but sick, nevertheless. i never want to venture into her genre anyways!! what's with all the stretching? i was sweating buckets after the warm ups. it was so demanding!! my legs were shaking merely after the warm ups. her routine was, as usual, extremely difficult and technical. totally DIED after her lesson.

despite my deadness, i went to meet julien straight after dance to go chase andy at the airport!! HAHAHA! julien's so going to kill me for this part of the post. XD anyways, met her at bugis cuz it's on the green line, easier to train down to airport. we were pretty hyped up, surfing the net while eating to ensure that we don't miss any important information on andy. we even thought of finding out the hotel they were staying in to stalk them there!! HAHA. but unfortunately, nobody replied my pm so. oh wells, plan A failed. :x

went to the airport after that. reached really early la!! we saw some rumours on soompi that claims that they would most likely reach the airport at 8.45 to check in. we reached at like, 8? went to T1's departure gate and saw a lot of fans gathering there already. mostly 2pm fans. THERE WAS NO ANDY FANS AT ALL! that totally made me panic la. we kind of felt embarrassed by the crowd so we acted nonchalant and walked away. XD called wenting unnie after that and met up with her!! miss her so much! wenting unnie was extremely helpful la!! so glad that i still have wenting unnie in my life. :D saw qingaide too!

hanging out with wenting unnie made me realise how much i've missed the forum days.. it's been so long since we've had a forum clique gathering. :(

anyways, julien finally gave in to the fangirl in her (i always knew you had it in you!! :D) and we ran off to buy a notebook and marker from this store just beside the departure gate for andy to sign on. HAHA! we ran super fast la, cuz we were scared of missing andy when he comes. but it turned out to be a futile effort because they only arrived half an hour after we ran back.

thanks to wenting unnie, we stood at the most awesome position ever!! we were standing right in front of the door which they came down the bus from you know! so andy was like, less than an arm's length away from me yesterday!! there was no solid barricades too, only human barricades so we were able to get real close to them. but it's also due to this that they had to walk in without any interaction with the fans. :( in short, me and julien didn't get his signature. T.T

when andy got down the bus, i totally went crazy and started shouting "ANDY OPPA ANDY OPPA!!OOPPPPPPPPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!". HAHAHA. miss those days man. he was really hot in person and the pictures REALLY doesn't do his justice at all!! his abs were really hmm.. well formed and he wasn't as skinny as he appears in videos as well. his shoulders were pretty wide. aiya, he was really well built la, ok? hees. wore some pinkish-red top with shades. SO HANDSOME LA, i tell you. i am pretty sure i stopped breathing from the moment i see him appearing on the stairs of the bus till him disappearing from my sight. i love guys in shades. XD

me and julien ran to the departure gate after that. they went into the vip place to check in and all the other fans were squishing and pushing to get a view of their stars. after that we ran to the glass windows and plastered ourselves on one another hoping to get another glimpse of them. i couldnt see andy though cuz the girl in front of me has this huge, fluffy, rather disgusting hair that blocked my view. i almost wanted to yank her hair off for always trying to stick into my nose. SUPER GROSS. -.- missed andy as he walked past me (CURSES TO THE FLUFFY HAIR IN FRONT!) and stood there stupidly trying to see other stars too. i didn't even know when andy checked in. HAIS. why why why??

2pm was extremely fanservicing. they danced, waved, smiled at their fans at every opportunity they can get. the fans even sang their song loud enough for them to hear at the other side of the glass windows. ok, im envious of the responses they got from their idol. :(

after staring for a while more, i decided that andy has passes us by already and we retreated to a part of the glass windows that wasn't so crowded. me and julien starting talking for quite a while when she suddenly shouted "ANDY!" and pointed at the edge of the window. I WAS OOO SHOCKED!! when i turned, andy was there, standing like some model, "waiting for his manager". actually, my guess is that he was attempting to fanservice too but his manager would sort of kill him if he did that so he tried to fanservice subtly. awwwws. SO SWEET RIGHTS!! andy~~~

julien said that he had stood there for an extremely long time already and when we finally got over the shock and regain our sense to snap a picture of him, HE WALKED AWAY!! it was extremely unlucky for us la!! we had so many 'nearly' encounters in this whole saga. >.<

i suddenly remembered that there was another gate which we could see him pass by and we RAN! hahaha!! julien and i was laughing so hard while laughing la!! XD we were like, "wa, i've never run this fast in my whole life" and "if i ran like this for 2.4....." all the way. XD quite funny. reached the gate and started staring. surprisingly, there was NO ONE there. i was quite puzzled by the absence of fans, actually, but i put it behind me. stood there for quite some time, but andy didn't appear. after a while, i convinced myself that i had missed andy already and turned around to talk to julien. we were chatting 'happily' (more of complaining how we missed him earlier) when suddenly one girl standing beside us said "eh, andy andy." i spun around quickly and saw andy walking past!! i got so hyped up that i started shouting all over again!! that was the second time i missed him that night!! :(

it was when i was losing sight of him again when i suddenly thought of the viewing mall at second level where we can see INSIDE. i quickly grabbed julien's hand and we ran up to the second level again. sure enough, ALL THE FANS WERE HUDDLED THERE!! i got so pissed at myself for forgetting the existence of the viewing mall!! when we reached there, i met one of wenting unnie's friend and she told me that andy had walked past already. me and julien got so disappointed la!! we were like, if only we were earlier, we would have seen him. it was like, free show kind of setting, you know. a huge glass window pane for you to stare without any obstacles. HOW COULD I NOT REMEMBER THAT PLACE EARLIER!! :( after that when the crowd dispersed, me and julien just stood there, depressed at our loss. i suddenly felt like crying when the knowledge of not being able to see him ever again hit me. ANDYYYYYYY!!

anyways, that was the end of our very memorable and tiring experience at the airport. my very first fangirling since F4. took a cab back home to celebrate daddy's birthday after that. reached home at about 11.30. im mean, i know. :x

a suddenly revelation came to me last night as i thought over that events of the day. if i could get so hyped up over someone i had only started liking for 2 weeks, what would happen to me if dongbang really comes to singapore?

my conclusion: i'll most probably jump off the mrt tracks on my way home.

im missing andy so much. chionged let's get married and forums till 4.30 last night to retain the bits and pieces of memory i have of him. will he come back again?

lit lecture and dance today. BORING. mrs tan was ok. her words made sense and were pretty helpful. but she wouldn't stop mumbling!! i got quite pissed with her after a while cuz i had to squint my eyes to see the words on the screen and decipher her mumblings at the same time. i didn't have enough sleep and my whole body was aching from the intensive dance yesterday too!!

dance was ok. shanshan's dance again and there was this sort of er, BoA's trademark dance move which i mastered a few years back. it appeared in shanshan's dance and she had to 'audition' us for that dance step alone. i got into the dance despite the fact that i sucked at the rest of the routine cuz i can dance that step well. HAHA.

met up with loves at vivo afterwards. our very first proper clique outing after so long!! we got pretty crazy and went to wreck havoc at POSB. LOLS. julia got her new POSB card which looked like a credit card and we wanted to change it too. i have a new, pretty credit-card-like POSB card in my wallet now! :D

dragged my wasted body to the hospital to see ahma. found an indian woman on her bed instead. i was stunned for a while before running off. haas. called daddy and found out that she had discharged earlier in the afternoon. got quite pissed at him for being so irresponsible which caused me to waste my time and efforts.

watched videos of andy online. he is so FREAKING CUTE AND ADORABLE!! :D

i feel bad for abandoning tvxq soompi. :x today is the 4th day i didnt visit tvxq soompi. sorry JAEoppa!! :(

monster's here, again.

oh, an interesting encounter for me to take note: ivan actually tapped on my shoulder when he passed by me on the way home two days ago!! wow.

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tagreplies;

julien; hahaha. you can just say that im nice and not say the back part of your tag. :D hard to concentrate when andy's around. :x

dajie; your laptop OLD WOMAN/MAN le la!! go buy come macbook or vaio or something. XD

julien; AGREED!! let's do that again sometime! :D

just finished my I&R. tired~

i cant believe i forgot to blog yesterday!! ahhh!! stupid me. :( hope i dun forget any details. it was definitely a day i want to remember for the rest of my life!

anyways, dance early in the morning. shanshan's part wasn't so bad. at least her dance was of a genre that im more familiar and it doesn't require you to distort your body. but OH! she was so mean! i didn't come for the previous session because i was sick (you guys know the REAL reason but, oh wells. :D) and so, i didn't know a single dance step la. shanshan expected us to like, learn everything right from the start in 5 minutes you know!! crazy la!! >.<

i managed to catch up in that 5 minutes but i was super rusty and messy. couldn't remember the steps as well as i want to. :( her steps were pretty nice and impressive. VERY korean!! which probably explains why i like it so much. i noticed ghost of BoA and dongbang's dance steps in her dance. shanshan, you can fool everyone but not ME! WAHAHAHAHAHAS! :D

after that was... ZAKI. zaki was killer man. he came in and started on his intensive lesson as though we haven taken any break at all. i NEARLY died. i got so rusty that i was rather slow in catching the steps too. :x at least he didn't blow his top when we were all so slow in catching the steps.

ms wee was the WORST. she's so right in saying that "dancers are never comfortable. if you are suffering, you know you are dancing well". so true. >.< but sick, nevertheless. i never want to venture into her genre anyways!! what's with all the stretching? i was sweating buckets after the warm ups. it was so demanding!! my legs were shaking merely after the warm ups. her routine was, as usual, extremely difficult and technical. totally DIED after her lesson.

despite my deadness, i went to meet julien straight after dance to go chase andy at the airport!! HAHAHA! julien's so going to kill me for this part of the post. XD anyways, met her at bugis cuz it's on the green line, easier to train down to airport. we were pretty hyped up, surfing the net while eating to ensure that we don't miss any important information on andy. we even thought of finding out the hotel they were staying in to stalk them there!! HAHA. but unfortunately, nobody replied my pm so. oh wells, plan A failed. :x

went to the airport after that. reached really early la!! we saw some rumours on soompi that claims that they would most likely reach the airport at 8.45 to check in. we reached at like, 8? went to T1's departure gate and saw a lot of fans gathering there already. mostly 2pm fans. THERE WAS NO ANDY FANS AT ALL! that totally made me panic la. we kind of felt embarrassed by the crowd so we acted nonchalant and walked away. XD called wenting unnie after that and met up with her!! miss her so much! wenting unnie was extremely helpful la!! so glad that i still have wenting unnie in my life. :D saw qingaide too!

hanging out with wenting unnie made me realise how much i've missed the forum days.. it's been so long since we've had a forum clique gathering. :(

anyways, julien finally gave in to the fangirl in her (i always knew you had it in you!! :D) and we ran off to buy a notebook and marker from this store just beside the departure gate for andy to sign on. HAHA! we ran super fast la, cuz we were scared of missing andy when he comes. but it turned out to be a futile effort because they only arrived half an hour after we ran back.

thanks to wenting unnie, we stood at the most awesome position ever!! we were standing right in front of the door which they came down the bus from you know! so andy was like, less than an arm's length away from me yesterday!! there was no solid barricades too, only human barricades so we were able to get real close to them. but it's also due to this that they had to walk in without any interaction with the fans. :( in short, me and julien didn't get his signature. T.T

when andy got down the bus, i totally went crazy and started shouting "ANDY OPPA ANDY OPPA!!OOPPPPPPPPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!". HAHAHA. miss those days man. he was really hot in person and the pictures REALLY doesn't do his justice at all!! his abs were really hmm.. well formed and he wasn't as skinny as he appears in videos as well. his shoulders were pretty wide. aiya, he was really well built la, ok? hees. wore some pinkish-red top with shades. SO HANDSOME LA, i tell you. i am pretty sure i stopped breathing from the moment i see him appearing on the stairs of the bus till him disappearing from my sight. i love guys in shades. XD

me and julien ran to the departure gate after that. they went into the vip place to check in and all the other fans were squishing and pushing to get a view of their stars. after that we ran to the glass windows and plastered ourselves on one another hoping to get another glimpse of them. i couldnt see andy though cuz the girl in front of me has this huge, fluffy, rather disgusting hair that blocked my view. i almost wanted to yank her hair off for always trying to stick into my nose. SUPER GROSS. -.- missed andy as he walked past me (CURSES TO THE FLUFFY HAIR IN FRONT!) and stood there stupidly trying to see other stars too. i didn't even know when andy checked in. HAIS. why why why??

2pm was extremely fanservicing. they danced, waved, smiled at their fans at every opportunity they can get. the fans even sang their song loud enough for them to hear at the other side of the glass windows. ok, im envious of the responses they got from their idol. :(

after staring for a while more, i decided that andy has passes us by already and we retreated to a part of the glass windows that wasn't so crowded. me and julien starting talking for quite a while when she suddenly shouted "ANDY!" and pointed at the edge of the window. I WAS OOO SHOCKED!! when i turned, andy was there, standing like some model, "waiting for his manager". actually, my guess is that he was attempting to fanservice too but his manager would sort of kill him if he did that so he tried to fanservice subtly. awwwws. SO SWEET RIGHTS!! andy~~~

julien said that he had stood there for an extremely long time already and when we finally got over the shock and regain our sense to snap a picture of him, HE WALKED AWAY!! it was extremely unlucky for us la!! we had so many 'nearly' encounters in this whole saga. >.<

i suddenly remembered that there was another gate which we could see him pass by and we RAN! hahaha!! julien and i was laughing so hard while laughing la!! XD we were like, "wa, i've never run this fast in my whole life" and "if i ran like this for 2.4....." all the way. XD quite funny. reached the gate and started staring. surprisingly, there was NO ONE there. i was quite puzzled by the absence of fans, actually, but i put it behind me. stood there for quite some time, but andy didn't appear. after a while, i convinced myself that i had missed andy already and turned around to talk to julien. we were chatting 'happily' (more of complaining how we missed him earlier) when suddenly one girl standing beside us said "eh, andy andy." i spun around quickly and saw andy walking past!! i got so hyped up that i started shouting all over again!! that was the second time i missed him that night!! :(

it was when i was losing sight of him again when i suddenly thought of the viewing mall at second level where we can see INSIDE. i quickly grabbed julien's hand and we ran up to the second level again. sure enough, ALL THE FANS WERE HUDDLED THERE!! i got so pissed at myself for forgetting the existence of the viewing mall!! when we reached there, i met one of wenting unnie's friend and she told me that andy had walked past already. me and julien got so disappointed la!! we were like, if only we were earlier, we would have seen him. it was like, free show kind of setting, you know. a huge glass window pane for you to stare without any obstacles. HOW COULD I NOT REMEMBER THAT PLACE EARLIER!! :( after that when the crowd dispersed, me and julien just stood there, depressed at our loss. i suddenly felt like crying when the knowledge of not being able to see him ever again hit me. ANDYYYYYYY!!

anyways, that was the end of our very memorable and tiring experience at the airport. my very first fangirling since F4. took a cab back home to celebrate daddy's birthday after that. reached home at about 11.30. im mean, i know. :x

a suddenly revelation came to me last night as i thought over that events of the day. if i could get so hyped up over someone i had only started liking for 2 weeks, what would happen to me if dongbang really comes to singapore?

my conclusion: i'll most probably jump off the mrt tracks on my way home.

im missing andy so much. chionged let's get married and forums till 4.30 last night to retain the bits and pieces of memory i have of him. will he come back again?

lit lecture and dance today. BORING. mrs tan was ok. her words made sense and were pretty helpful. but she wouldn't stop mumbling!! i got quite pissed with her after a while cuz i had to squint my eyes to see the words on the screen and decipher her mumblings at the same time. i didn't have enough sleep and my whole body was aching from the intensive dance yesterday too!!

dance was ok. shanshan's dance again and there was this sort of er, BoA's trademark dance move which i mastered a few years back. it appeared in shanshan's dance and she had to 'audition' us for that dance step alone. i got into the dance despite the fact that i sucked at the rest of the routine cuz i can dance that step well. HAHA.

met up with loves at vivo afterwards. our very first proper clique outing after so long!! we got pretty crazy and went to wreck havoc at POSB. LOLS. julia got her new POSB card which looked like a credit card and we wanted to change it too. i have a new, pretty credit-card-like POSB card in my wallet now! :D

dragged my wasted body to the hospital to see ahma. found an indian woman on her bed instead. i was stunned for a while before running off. haas. called daddy and found out that she had discharged earlier in the afternoon. got quite pissed at him for being so irresponsible which caused me to waste my time and efforts.

watched videos of andy online. he is so FREAKING CUTE AND ADORABLE!! :D

i feel bad for abandoning tvxq soompi. :x today is the 4th day i didnt visit tvxq soompi. sorry JAEoppa!! :(

monster's here, again.

oh, an interesting encounter for me to take note: ivan actually tapped on my shoulder when he passed by me on the way home two days ago!! wow.

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tagreplies;

julien; hahaha. you can just say that im nice and not say the back part of your tag. :D hard to concentrate when andy's around. :x

dajie; your laptop OLD WOMAN/MAN le la!! go buy come macbook or vaio or something. XD

julien; AGREED!! let's do that again sometime! :D