how many days have i cooped myself up at home? 4 days? 5 days? o.0 lucky for me, i have to work tomorrow if not it'll extend by another day. XD
been told to stay at home if i have nothing else because we need to serve ahma her dinner at 5. awkward time, isn't it? it's like, neither here nor there. anyways, i decided to be good tried staying at home whenever i can. im still being good tomorrow even though im leaving the house cuz im helping xiaojuan jiejie with her lack of workers! still family stuff. HAHAHA.
49 days of not eating stuff with shells, 49 days of keeping out of people's house, and 49 days of not celebrating. >.< why does it have to be year end?
i have to miss the farewell for seniors on thursday cuz it's held in cindy's house. ARGH. and i so wanted to be there. :( i can't imagine how pretty her house would be on that day. plus, we were planning on a sleepover. ARGH.
no BIRTHDAY celebration for me too. ARGHHH X10000!! and i waited the whole year for it and now POOF, i have another year to wait. :( i was so looking forward to the party that my secondary school clique will hold for me. :(((((
why so many rules? cuz im mourning for ahma and this is the way to mourn for buddhists. hahaha. oh, and im not allowed to wear bright colour/red colour clothes too. OH RIGHTS, which reminds me that i have to change my clothes combination for tomorrow. it's yellow. -.-
but im not complaining. not genuinely. im happy that im given a chance to mourn for ahma. i know she deserves this. ^^*
i still miss you, ahma!! <3
busy over a korean drama the last few days. this is the first time i finished a drama in 3 days ok!! attribute this to my lack of outdoor activities. XD anyways, if anyone's bored or something, this drama is recommended. it's VERY romantic and sweet, like all korean dramas are. the only reason why the drama's not HIGHLY recommended is because the male lead isn't good-looking enough, in my opinion. HAHAHA.
i'm not that lucky these few days~~ played mahjong and lost on both nights. hais. mummy told me that my luck would suck throughout next year too. :( wad's going to happen to my LUE??
chionged forum, almost died. >.< downloaded MANY MANY VIDEOS too!! dajie's laptop's hard disk's bursting soon. XD overdose of jae + romantic korean drama + edward = a happy me! ^^*
im finishing eclipse. HAHAHA! :D